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[Jun. 14th, 2005|11:55 pm]
32 Flavors...and then some...

E-mail to my therapist tonight:

<Insert therapist's name here>,

 

I did not receive your phone message until after 6:30, so I was unable to call you back.

 

Actually, I would not like to meet this week. I became angry at the end of last week's meeting due to the final comment you made. When I thought before the meeting about things I could actually talk about, the things I ended up talking about were what was on my mind. That is, the things from Wednesday's group that I had talked about. At the end when I was realizing, 'wow, I actually talked about something,' Your response to me was that, "maybe someday you will be able to tell me what is really going on."

Yes, that hurt. I also didn't feel it was your place to dictate what is and what is not important for me at any given time.

 

This seems to be something I've had trouble with since I first started meeting with you. No matter what I do, it never seems good enough for you and you never seem the least bit satisfied. Yesterday, amidst a really pretty shitty day <Insert therapist's name here> took 2 seconds to tell me how well she thought I was doing and that made my day.

The truth is, I am doing really good, and every time I sit in your office or meet with you it only seems like there is prodding going on to figure out what it is I must be doing wrong.

 

So, no, I will not be meeting with you at 11 tomorrow.

 

~me~

I just can't take it anymore.

This is so frustrating.

 

Other than that, orientation went well. The first weeks are going to be TOUGH. Kinda like boot camp. I'm just going to have to work my ass off, study a lot, and really put all I have into this.

Stress. Grrrrrrr...

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From: miss_paz
2005-06-16 05:49 pm (UTC)
good for you for telling her what you really think!
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