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32 Flavors...and then some...

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[Jun. 19th, 2005|11:26 am]
32 Flavors...and then some...
[mood |uncomfortabledisgusted with self]
[music |Adam & Eve ~ Ani Difranco]

I'm such an idiot.

I let my emotions take over sometimes.
Too many times.

I slept with a girl I didn't even know. I disappeared in the morning before she awoke without even leaving a note.

I didn't even like her. I was just lonely. Very, very lonely.

Now I feel cheap, dirty, and...well, all that kind of stuff...

*sigh*
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[User Picture]From: phreakygrrl
2005-06-19 05:09 pm (UTC)
I know the feeling....but sometimes you just need to feel something...you can't blame yourself.
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[User Picture]From: catling
2005-06-19 07:16 pm (UTC)
*hugs*

Don't be too hard on yourself, many of us have done such things. It's hard, when the loneliness hits. It does sometimes feel a little better to hold someone through the night.

It sounds like it's not good for you, the morning after, and so you should try not to do it. But don't be too hard on yourself for this kind of mistake - I've made many of 'em.
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From: miss_paz
2005-06-19 09:31 pm (UTC)
no.. don't be so hard on yourself. Give yourself props for getting laid. And... know that it's not like you, you just were caught up in the moment and needed that feeling of closeness.
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